Thursday, April 22, 2010

If The Schubert Fits -


Franz Schubert (1797-1828) is kinda like the Gary Busey of classical composers. He was wild, unbridled, sexually charged like a stick of TNT, willing to drink beer at a fraternity level, not interested in paying rent or respecting rules, and could write the shit out of some music. So he really wasn't like Gary Busey, but his habits of rocking out with his stockings out was similar to Gary Busey; the pride of Goose Creek, Texas.

When he carried a torch at Beethoven's funeral, it was more than just an homage he was paying. He was literally carrying the torch of early Romantic music, and passing it to late Romantic's like Wagner, Berlioz, and Mendelssohn. In his brief life he managed to write an extraordinary amount of work, and almost all of it was ignored and only later was it recognized that Schubert was one of the greatest composers of all time.

That's all well and good, but this guy was wild. He was like a cross between Zach Galligan, Brad Pitt in True Romance, Toulouse Lautrec, Tiger Woods and Loki - the Norse God of ADHD.
He didn't want to teach like his dad, he didn't want to write symphonies like Uncle Ludwig, he didn't want to date girls and deal with all of that clothing - he just wanted to drink, write music, visit the women of ill-repute, and probably get chiefed in opium dens (maybe) -

This brings to mind a question that has plagued me ever since I became a musician. Is it possible to be totally outta control with substances, and still be a bad ass? Or is a better question, what role does mind-altering substances play in the realm of the creative spirit?

Quick story - When we think of game changers you may think of names like WonderBread, Linaeus, or YouTube. When it comes to the jazz world one alto player changed the way everyone thought about music and basically flipped everyone's lid - this man was Charlie Parker (1920-1955)

Game Changer


Parker innovated an approach to music and composition that was comparable to none. His approach to harmony and his blazing fast mastery of the saxophone left people dazed, confused, and inspired. At the same time he was harboring a wild addiction to heroin. He would pawn his sax to get a fix; he would be so stoned he completely missed gigs; he was fired from numerous ensembles for being high; he was committed to a mental hospital for 6 months; he found a friend in and relied on a baroness for financial support; and yet he still cranked out some of the most groundbreaking music to ever be heard creating legions of saxophonist's who thought that Parker was the beginning and end of all music.

One young person who heard this music was alto sax great Frank Morgan. He thought that Charlie Parker's sound and lifestyle was all a package deal. To get the sound, you had to party like Charlie who was shooting up. Frank emulated the music of his hero and was beginning to rise to the throne of be-bop. He recorded one album in 1955, the year Charlie Parker died, before he was arrested for drug possession and burglary and sentenced to 30 years. When he came out of prison he had a nice dove tail ending and recorded some
beautiful music, but his career was ultimately derailed by emulating Parker and all of his habits.

So. This raises the question, do people think to GET creative they have to start messing around with substances? Or are supremely talented individuals 'using' to get to access to "creativity?"

My thoughts are these; musicians and artists are ALREADY in altered states when they engage the creative spirit. Thusly, the soothing cave of substances seems like a relatively comfortable place for these people to dwell. However, in an effort to expand their horizon's, many creative ships find themselves beached on the siren shores of drugs and booze. When you're soloing or creating something out of nothing you are touching the essence of life, the energy of creation - and this is not some psuedo-science crap babble; this is the real deal.




It is my opinion that experimenting with these things is every person's right. Altered states of conciousness should be a part of the artistic discussion because artists are already dealing with these states without drugs, so remaining educated about the role of substances is crucial to a complete develpoment of your talent and an artistic self knowledge and determination.



Let the record show, Franz Schubert and Charlie Parker both loved to carouse and booze it up, Franz loved himself some hookers and Charlie loved the Horse. But they weren't flunked out homeless bums willing to peddle their ass for a hit - they were incredible genius level artists who were drawn to altered states of conciousness.



So for the new artist who is taking their place among the creative class, understand the function and role of substances and decide what is right for you. Just because Franz could drink like a fish and still write amazing music does not mean you can do this. And just because Bird put a needle in his arm and then played a solo that would turn your eyes into fire does not mean you can do this. These fellows were fightning the creative fight - but just imagine what they would have accomplished without the balm of substance?


Thursday, April 15, 2010

"What just popped in there Ray?"



I used to get all types of crazy excited when the CBS "Special" screen would pop up. It meant that something extraordinary was going to happen to you. Charlie Brown Christmas, Star Wars, Ghostbusters...that was about it. I remember one time, the special screen popped up and then Lonesome Dove came on. You have no idea how depressing that was. No disrespect to Lonesome Dove, Robert Duvall's mustache has never been more real.
Why I'm recalling that moment on the TV of my youth is not for nostalgic reasons, though many times we find ourselves looking back longingly. This is also not another attempt to lament the passing of simpler times due to the increasing din and presence of technology in our modern lives. I think of this screen because in a last ditch effort to find happiness, I found no laughter, I found no flowers, I found no frolicking Austrian children singing perfect harmonies - I found the CBS Special Presentation Intro.

This small 8 second bit of footage used to get my skinny body all types of animated. I knew something 'special' was about to occur. This past Sunday in a guided meditation class, the leader asked everyone to think of a moment when they were truly happy. I started pouring over all of my happy moments (and I have many of those), but one thing popped in there - and it was this 8 second intro. The leader then asked us to 'marinate our minds' in that happy moment.

I'd like anyone reading this to also find their own happy moment and 'marinate your mind.' If you train your brain to be truly invested in these happy moments, it will become second nature for you to be happy or well. We practice our scales and arpeggios, our voicings and lyric writing, our approach to mixing and representing sonic pictures - and as a result of this work we get stronger. Your brain's approach to being and staying happy is the same way. When you think of happy moments, your brain can't tell the difference if it's happening in reality, so it thinks you are in the middle of a happy moment. When you do this multiple times, you rewire your brain in a way so it has a stronger ability to remember happiness, thus creating it in that very moment. You create your own reality. It may seem like you need a bag of drugs and some place to hide for this to be true but you do not. But if you do find a bag of drugs...do not send them to 411 E. 74th St. Apt. 8H* - There will be no one there to pay you whatever amount of money you need. Whatever amount.


Point is - what's your happy moment?


More moments below -

Soul - The TV Special
Definition of Happiness? HA!
Meditation in NYC
Good Rare Music -



*not a real address - or is it?

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Blah, Blah, Blog

April 10th,

I had the dream again. The one where Ice Cube is taking myself and a multicultural bunch of youngsters on an historic bus tour of buildings he's flipping and re-selling for lots of money. This got me thinking...what happened to the WestSide Connection?



Formed originally for the song "WestSide Slaughterhouse" on Mack 10's self titled album, this was the rap equivalent to The HighwayMen - the beloved secret weapon of record labels - the supergroup. Ice Cube, Mack 10 and WC are The WestSide Connection.

I was little surprised when I saw these mugs appear in the onslaught of unenthusiastic TV appearances that were part of the promotional machine in 1996. I was more surprised at how quickly they blew up, and then how quickly they went away.

What's the use of lamenting the passing of any type of popular fad or trying to glean any lessons from it, when the equipment that builds these types of careers never considers shelf-life? Because it is not about longevity in the music business today. It's not even about music. It's about product.

Why burn yourself out as a musician wondering why we create things that don't last? It's not that pop music is crappier, or that there's some flaw in the craftsmanship of these songs or groups or labels - it's that money became involved and people weren't really sure how to handle themselves. Musicians are NOT instant entrepreneurs. Most of us have little or no working knowledge of business strategies, yet it is left up to us as to how to creatively market our own wares. Then on top of that, if people start paying attention you now have a persona you are in charge of. So taking all of this into account, we can see how some people can make a living, and some people just burn hot for a short while and retire.

Musicians always get upset at the state of music and how it's dumbing people down. Music lovers are a resilient bunch and they can also smell BS a mile away, so don't waste your time trying to figure why pop music is so bad; make your own music.

All I know is that music will always endure and the more you put honesty and a true love of what you do in the front seat, the driving is a lot easier.

But I think what my dream was telling me is that Ice Cube is doing alright.

WC was in Belly 2 - Millionaire Boyz Club - and also has plans for an album this year entitled "Revenge of The Barracuda"

And Mack 10 was in Def Jam's video game "Fight for NY" - cool.


Here's to a successful run in the music business!